Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Swine Flu

Being the extreme hypochondriac that I am, its only natural that I feel I have it. Hearing that a Cal State student tested positive for it doesnt help. I deal with gross, dirty, contaminated money all day everyday so my hands will be raw from sanitizing by the time this passes. I've just been so tired for the past couple of days. I blame it on Saturday night. Maybe I havent recovered yet.

Check out these pictures circa 1991
My Preschool Graduation (Note: According to my dad, this is not a mullet! Back then it was "THE hairstyle")

(Nice glasses Grandma! And my Grandpa pretty much looks the same. Haha)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

1962


While looking through a box of pictures from my Grandma I found this picture of her and my dad. I love old pictures! And I'm pretty sure my Grandma will freak out when she sees this :)

Monday, April 27, 2009

This weekend I got to see Gibson! He's getting sooooo big and hes quite the handful. I definitely admire Heather for her patience and stamina.




(P.S. Sometimes its cool when Mommys not around because then I'm the one he wants to hangout with :) )

Friday, April 24, 2009

Ready For The Weekend

I reallllly wish I didnt have to work tomorrow! I got my schedule for May...More hours cut. Very frustrating.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Oh yeah!

Also at work today...I was helping a man who is usually very nice and the transaction was going along swimmingly until he pauses, looks at me and says, "Can I tell you something?" All I could think was "Oh great! Whats this guy gonna complain about!?" but I put on my work face and used my fake work voice and said "Sure!" ...big mistake.."I just wanted to tell you that those glasses don't look good on you." Hmm..how does one respond to something like that? I just smiled and replied "Oh yeah? " and did a fake giggle masking my utter confusion about how a person could say such a thing to a total stranger...But wait, it gets better! He then said, "Yeah, there entirely too big for you and the black frames are just too much. You know who you look like?" Oh geez, sir..Do I really want to know? .."You look like that guy from the verizon commercials" to which I responded, "haha, yeah..have a nice day."

I'm convinced..

..I met my dream guy today. Unfortunately he is 30 years old and married. But so darn cute. He said "I love your glasses" and I almost said "I love your face" but I held back :) Now I'm off to find a birthday present for that difficult sister of mine.

Monday, April 20, 2009

And this is why I'm glad I didnt pay $100 for a ticket...


Morrissey forced off stage at Coachella by smell of burning meat

Singer claims the 'smell of burning animals is making me sick' after leaving the stage during the Californian music festival

Morrissey

Morrissey ... some barbecues are more offensive than others. Photograph: PA

Glass bottles, glowsticks and heckles have all been known to force pop stars off stage. Add to that list the smell of burgers. That's the reason Morrissey gave for leaving the stage during his set at Coachella festival in California on Friday 17 April.

The singer was performing a set laced with Smiths hits when, midway through his performance, he was overcome with fumes from the backstage barbecue. "I can smell burning flesh ... and I hope to God it's human," he said. This was no mere wisecrack, though. Halfway through playing Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others, Morrissey decided he'd had enough and walked off stage.

The star did return to finish his set, however, declaring: "The smell of burning animals is making me sick. I just couldn't bear it."

Along with a selection of solo hits, the crowd were treated to blasts from the past including Ask, Girlfriend In a Coma and How Soon is Now.

Hot Hot Heat



Yikes! Its soooo hot today. In fact I think this is the hottest its been since I moved to Long Beach. I went to the beach today and apparently I forgot to put sunblock on the back of my legs because they hurt so bad! Also, there was crazy ladybug infestation and I managed to bring some home in my bag, and some in my car as well. I was just looking at my planner and I feel like these next two months are going to be jam packed! I have something to do pretty much every weekend between birthdays, graduations, partys, mothers day...but it's good..I enjoy having things to look forward to. (I love when I dont have to dress up for work)

Friday, April 17, 2009

  • One more day of work.
  • Beach with Annie Monday
  • Strange last couple of days
  • Cutting Ties
  • Morrissey on stage at Coachella as I type
  • And This....

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I havent been able to update for a couple of days because I went home for Easter after work Saturday. When I got into town me and mom decorated Easter eggs and Mom got all Martha Stewart on me :). Then Sunday we had lunch at Grandma and Grandpas. Monday I didnt really do anything except I went to Target and bought a cute bathing suit...
Tuesday was Rays funeral. It was such a rough day for everyone. My family was very close to him and it was hard seeing them all so upset. Ray was probably the nicest man I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. In my 22 years of knowing him I never once saw him upset or angry. He was always so pleasant to be around and would treat me and Devon like we were his own grandaughters. Its no wonder so many people showed up to celebrate such a wonderful man. He will be missed. February 5, 1940- April 4th 2009




And as for Project 365....I really suck. Buuutttt....White is the new Black (For nails anyways)

Friday, April 10, 2009

Slacker

Ive been slacking on Project 365...Time to get back on track.




Thursday, April 9, 2009

I just spent the last hour on the phone with Heather reminiscing. I miss her so much. We've been through everything together and I really wish we lived closer because we both really need eachother right now. I feel like we are eachothers support system and thats a really amazing bond to have. I cant wait for next weekend!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

www.sexypeople-blog.com

So I found this blog that is a collection of peoples portraits. I really cant believe how awful the 80s and early 90s were! Yikes!











I could seriously post these pictures for days! Check out the website

Merry Happy


Watching me like you never watched no one
dont tell me that you didnt try to check out my bum
cause i know that you did cause your friend told me that you liked it
gave me those poles and i thought they were ugly
though you try to tell me that you never loved me, i know that you did
cause you said it and you wrote it down
dancing at discos
eating cheese on toast
yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
but you obviously, you didnt want to stick around
so i learnt from you
do do do da do do do do do do da do do do do do do da do
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
i can watch a sunset
on my own
sitting in restaurants
thought we were so grown up
but i know now that we were not the people that we turned out to be
chatting on the phone cant take back those hours
but i wont regret cause you can grow flowers from where that used to be
dancing at discos
eating cheese on toast
ya you make me merry make me very very happy
but you obviously, you didnt want to stick around
so i learnt from you
do do do da do do do do do do da do do do do do do da do
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
yeah
i can watch a sunset
on my own
i can be alone
i can watch a sunset
on my own

Tonight on my walk "Merry Happy" by Kate Nash came on my Ipod and it made me realize that I need to change my attitude. I feel like I've been in this rut and I'm so tired of hurting...sooooo I just keep telling myself "I can be alone yeah, I can watch a sunset on my own"

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Lazy Sunday

I woke up at around 10:30 with the sniffles...possibly just allergies. Then we went and bought some wall paper for the dining room that looks like this:


I'm very excited to see how it turns out. Now I just sit and wait for Blake to get back into town so we can hangout. Oh yeah, I have a crazy work story from yesterday. I was helping a fairly odd woman who spoke in a high pitched baby voice (like you would to a pet or, well, a baby.) Not to me, but to her purse. Normally this might be disturbing but you'd be quite surprised at the people I deal with on a daily basis..Odd would be an understatement..anyways...eventually from her slightly unzipped purse a little bird pops out and procceeds to run back and forth across the counter. And this wasnt a cute bird, but an old, decaying, half featherless, near death bird so I was grossed out to say the least. But then when I handed her the receipt she told him to get it and he picked it up in his beak and hopped back into the purse and off they went. I was speechless...Welcome to the world of banking!


(I love how I found this picture by googling "old gross bird")

Friday, April 3, 2009

Work

Work this week has been the definition of lame. So many strange happenings and long, consistant lines. One more day and I can be done with it. And one more day of feeding Abigail the cat also. I'm really looking forward to seeing some familiar faces Monday. It should be fun. For awhile now i've had this picture of the most beautiful Vera Wang wedding gown that I've been dreaming of..



Then today I came across a picture of a person actually wearing it and it looks...not so nice.




Anyways...Here is what I wore today...


Burning Man





This has always been something that I've been interested in but never had the guts to check out in person.....

Burning Man 09 Pavilion

What Is Burning Man?
Once a year, tens of thousands of participants gather to create Black Rock City in Nevada's Black Rock Desert, dedicated to community, art, self-expression, and self-reliance. They depart one week later, having left no trace whatsoever.

Ten Principles

Radical Inclusion
Anyone may be a part of Burning Man. We welcome and respect the stranger. No prerequisites exist for participation in our community.

Gifting
Burning Man is devoted to acts of gift giving. The value of a gift is unconditional. Gifting does not contemplate a return or an exchange for something of equal value.

Decommodification
In order to preserve the spirit of gifting, our community seeks to create social environments that are unmediated by commercial sponsorships, transactions, or advertising. We stand ready to protect our culture from such exploitation. We resist the substitution of consumption for participatory experience.

Radical Self-reliance
Burning Man encourages the individual to discover, exercise and rely on his or her inner resources.

Radical Self-expression
Radical self-expression arises from the unique gifts of the individual. No one other than the individual or a collaborating group can determine its content. It is offered as a gift to others. In this spirit, the giver should respect the rights and liberties of the recipient.

Communal Effort
Our community values creative cooperation and collaboration. We strive to produce, promote and protect social networks, public spaces, works of art, and methods of communication that support such interaction.

Civic Responsibility
We value civil society. Community members who organize events should assume responsibility for public welfare and endeavor to communicate civic responsibilities to participants. They must also assume responsibility for conducting events in accordance with local, state and federal laws.

Leaving No Trace
Our community respects the environment. We are committed to leaving no physical trace of our activities wherever we gather. We clean up after ourselves and endeavor, whenever possible, to leave such places in a better state than when we found them.

Participation
Our community is committed to a radically participatory ethic. We believe that transformative change, whether in the individual or in society, can occur only through the medium of deeply personal participation. We achieve being through doing. Everyone is invited to work. Everyone is invited to play. We make the world real through actions that open the heart.

Immediacy
Immediate experience is, in many ways, the most important touchstone of value in our culture. We seek to overcome barriers that stand between us and a recognition of our inner selves, the reality of those around us, participation in society, and contact with a natural world exceeding human powers. No idea can substitute for this experience.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009