The Smiths, Coachella, and Being a Socially Awkward Human Being

Okay. So I decided to go public with this thing. Why? I dont know, but it seems easier then filling people in with the boring details of my life because I am socially awkward...but we'll get to that later. Work has been painfully boring the last couple of months and its getting harder and harder to keep myself entertained. I spent the majority of my 7 1/2 hours on NME.com reading reviews of shows and singles. I read that Johnny Marr and Morrissey have been talking which hasnt happened in a great while and it looks like there will be a Smiths Reunion! It's been said many times, its almost like an urban legend. But that would be so amazing and I would sell my left arm to go to that show. As for Coachella..Im still debating whether or not Im going to go. But if I do...it will be Friday the 17th...and here is the line up:

Friday, April 17th
A Place To Bury Strangers Alberta Cross Bajofondo Beirut Buraka Som Sistema Cage the Elephant Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band Craze and Klever Crystal Castles Dear and the Headlights Felix da Housecat Franz Ferdinand Genghis Tron Ghostland Observatory Girl Talk Gui Boratto Leonard Cohen Los Campesinos! M. Ward Molotov Morrissey N.A.S.A. Noah and the Whale Patton & Rahzel Paul McCartney Peanut Butter Wolf People Under the Stairs Ryan Bingham Silversun Pickups Steve Aoki Switch The Crystal Method The Aggrolites The Airborne Toxic Event The Black Keys The Bug The Courteeners The Hold Steady The Presets The Ting Tings We Are Scientists White Lies

Alright, now on to being socially awkward. I've always known I was uber shy and quiet but not until I moved to Long Beach did I realize that I'm just plain awkward. I feel like I cant even hold a conversation for fear of saying something stupid which leads to me listening ...A LOT! I have things I'd like to talk about and I always have input and I feel that I'm a semi-intelligent girl, yet I say nothing. This results in a very lonely life. I need some sort of class, like Social Butterfly 101 or something. Any input would be greatly appreciated.