Monday, March 18, 2013


Yesterdays sermon really hit home with me. I could feel emotions stirring down in the deepest part of my body and mind. I can't recall a time that's ever happened before. It felt good. I really felt like God was speaking to me and I've always wondered what that would feel like.


The big question of the day...

What does fearless surrender look like for me?

There is so much I cling to in hopes of controlling it all. My health, my relationships, my wants and desires..

Why is it so difficult to let go when you truly believe that He has your life planned out for you already? He had it planned before I was even born. He put me here for a reason and I have no control over that. I just need to live my life the best way I can.

I suppose it's all baby steps when you realize it's time to surrender.
I believe it's so hard because the outcome is so wonderful and amazing things don't come easy.

1 comment:

  1. I'm so glad you wrote this post. I spent a majority of my life very strong in my faith and I'm really trying to find my way back. Nothing feels as good as feeling like he is personally calling you back:)